Friday, May 22, 2009

Where would I be .....

I really wish life came with a detailed plan. A list of all the places we'll be at in future in our lives. 10 years back , I would never have imagined that I would be where I am today , physically and mentally both. So much has changed , so much is changing and will keep changing. And now I wonder , where I'll be next ...

How many times do you think like this in a day? Or I am the only creature who keeps on thinking like this stuff? I guess , we all do . I had a long conversation with a friend yesterday about what one would do , if they choose to leave their present day of life. And I realized that I am not the only one worried about where I'll be few years down the line. How will I accomplish all that I want to? Will my current plans work out or life will throw a new ball towards me. In that case , will I have to start all over again ? Something has happened in our family which I could never have ever imagined . The incident has shaken us all. Nothing can be taken for granted. A million of calculations run in my head 24*7 , of what more I can do to better our lives , to give every happiness to my parents. A few bright ideas aside , I am restless. This is not something new with me , but then of late , I feel time is running out and I need a jump start of sorts. I know I am going somewhere , I just don't know where.

Is that the case with most of us out there ? Moving randomly in search of an aim ?

3 comments:

PULKIT said...

it is just a phase deary... this too will pass and very soon ur life with be full of direction and new desires :)
wait and watch!

tc dear!

Ekam said...

I hope so too . Or I'll be still so confused when "life will be full of directions" , I don't know :)

paramveer said...

THATS the case with everybody(ohkey!!....with me!!)....but i m agree that its just a phase to face!!.....sooner everyone get the right things if putted sm labor.