Saturday, August 29, 2009

Perception...

Different journeys and different paths are what we all have. All meant to learn some things but never meant to stay ever. For some , this journey is quick, for some slow. And when this ends, some realize the true essence of this journey, the purpose behind it.

I used to see my Papa , and still I do, working so hard in office and at home to support our family. My life was very simple.. school-homework-back to home- sleep. This was MY life. As time went be and responsibilities increased, my perception changed. It keeps changing every time. Really. You meet some people. You loose them midway. The ones who stayed back were destined to. Their lives seen by me, a new perception, my perception. My journey started when I was born. I saw it when saw the sun for the first time, the stars, the moon, felt the breeze. Felt a feeling of security inside me when I held Mamma's hand while crossing the road, enjoyed my outings, the first time I realized how it feels to be attracted to someone.

Its like a book, just the chapters keep on changing. I was never a person who could think about life in little things. But now I am. I see life in small things, small gestures like a smile, a handshake, a hug, a pat on my shoulder, a tear in somebody's' eyes when we meet after so many months. I feel it. Its wonderful.

I am going to start my new journey , a new phase in my life very soon. I would start working in some days. I am happy, my family is happy. But still somewhere I wonder, am I happy with what I am? How often do I feel frustrated? What makes me happy? What makes me sad? At this very moment, the thoughts I have and the way I evaluate my life is a perception. Its a point of view that only I can have, almost certain that no one else will seethe world exactly the same way as I do.

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

:O :( :O

I tried.. I am trying ... just can't write !!!

Tried a lot & now tired! I want to write . It's not happening :(

Thursday, August 20, 2009

Quotes / DMessage log...

1. Don't be dismayed at good - byes. A farewell is necessary before you meet again. And meeting again, after moments or lifetimes, is certain for those who are friends. Hope we meet again soon :)


2. SMS ke rate ...
1996 - 6/-
2000 - 4/-
2004 - 2/-
2006 - 1/-
2007 - 0.50/-
2008 - 0.25/-
2009 - 0.10/-

Aap kab karoge jab SMS pe loan milega tab :p


3. Dhamki bharya propose..
Munda kudi nu:

"Main Bullet te , te Bullet 100 te..
Hun kudiye tu das... Thale aauna ke piche behna" :D


4. God thought that sicne he couldn't be everywhere , he made mother.
Then Devil thought since he couldn't be everywhere , he made mother - in -law.


5. "I want to go back to the time when getting high meant on swing , when drinking meant apple juice , when love was mom's hug and the highest place on earth was dad's shoulder, when the only thing broken were toys and when goodbyes meant only till tomorrow :)


6. At the end, you will not remember the words of your enemy but the silence of your friends.


7. Death must be so beautiful. To lie in the soft brown earth, with the grasses waving above one's head and listen to silence. To have no yesterday and no tomorrow. To forget time,and to forgive life , to be at peace.

Monday, August 17, 2009

A thought ...

"As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down, probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and its harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when your heart was broken. You'll fight with your best friend . You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You will cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much , and love like you have never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end , be afraid that it will never begin. "


PS... Not written by me. Read it on an Orkut community.

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Feeling special ... :)

When a "why-did-the-Dalhousie-fun-filled-4-day-trip-end" gets into your mind , a compliment is never overlooked; a compliment is neither overlooked on other days as well :P

A friend asked me to give her a call and the first think she said was "Yaarrrrrrr I missed you sooooooooo much. Its so nice to hear your voice after such a long time."
Awww... Don't know if she really meant it or not, but it made my day after a half gloomy day and that's what matters :D

Hearing friends say that they miss you is something that can make anyone feel special and elated:)

Sunday, August 2, 2009

Waiting ... and waiting ...

I am waiting for the next phase of my life to start. I am trying to find something to keep myself busy. I am reading books , reading books again and again, listening to music , blogging.

I found out that everyone , almost everyone of us are waiting for something to happen ... in days to come.

One friend is waiting for the day when she'll be married. One is waiting for the day when her family approves her boyfriend. Someone is waiting for M.Tech classes to begin . Someone is waiting for the IIM call . Someone is waiting for the clearance of his visa. And some are waiting to finish their studies and get a job.

Where ever I look , I find people waiting . Waiting for a bus , a train , someone to come and take them home , or waiting for the day when they will be able to live a life on their own.

And I am waiting for the day when I'll enjoy reading business dailies :P

What are you waiting for?